alright im out of this emo kick ive been on for like a week now.
im guessing its one of those hormonals unbalances everyone is always talking about. anyways i hung out with this guy steve yesturday before work and it was very strange.
we went to leave and instead of letting me into the car he just drove away. so i stood in the middle of his street for like 2 minutes wondering if he would ever come back.
he did, but man i was mid anxiety attack at this point
because im my retard mind im thinking "did i so something he might want to revenge me for".."is he gonna come back?".. "how the hell am i gonna get to work and WTF am i gonna say"...
anyways he came back obviously, and i told him i freaked to he held my hand and told me hed never do that to me and said to calm down
i said "i cant calm down" and what does he do Stop his car in the middle of effing traffic and says he wont drive until i calm down.
so im sitting there screaming im calm im calm im calm
he dosent believe me
it was a very weirdly attractive situation for me and like i realised personality wise hes my type.
i love a guy that can push me (not physically)
And then i went to work, got back from work and hung out with a bunch of my girl friends who are the funnest to be with and who remind me why i dont need a boyfriend right now.
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