hardest part

i am OBSESSED with my EXBF, my lord its actually horrid
and the worst part is like every song i HEAR i relate back to him
I really don't know what to do at this point
I unblocked him on msn
But he's probably going to block me right back, considering last time we spoke it was pretty much a hate email from him saying "get out of my life, im over you and i dont ever want to talk to you again".. i dont GET why i want him, he treated me like crap, we never got along, the sex was like not even that good...
ugh i hate my life, but lets end this baby with some sick ass song quotes, for some reason music has been really creeping into my thoughts alot, and in turn in my writing. All I feel i cant put down in writing can be summed up in songs

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart